I’m too old for this shit.
Birthday cakes and tones of friends and relatives making noise, singing that crappy “Happy B-day to you” song.
I forbid to put the candles on my cake, ’cause it would probably start a fire, and I love place where I live and I don’t have a particular need for redecorating it or moving out.
My conclusion: these parties are not about me, it’s about all of them.
I love the feeling they make to themselves, thinking how they have made me happy, or how they accomplished to cherish my own B-day.
Sorry guys, but fuck that. I’m not buying it.
I will pretend, I will smile, I will dance if I have to.
But deep inside, my only thought would be: “Can’t you go home, like..NOW?!”.
And when it’s all over, when the silence finally fills my apartment and my mind, I get myself a glass of red wine.
“Well Tina, it looks like we managed through another year.
You’re older, but it seems not wiser, as you predicted.
So, again, like the last year, and a year before, I raise this glass to myself, wishing for the wisdom. Happiness may come too, it will be welcomed. But the wisdom, I really pray for that. Happy B-day….”.
And after that, my favourite movie, popcorn and my cats.
That’s what I call a B-day party.
Thanks Morrissey, for the background music. It really fits the atmosphere.
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Raising a glass of wine to you, from across the ocean to keep your peace and quiet 😉
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Thanks Andy! 🙂
(good wine, isn’t it? 🙂 )
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Only the best for you Tina 🙂 Cheers from the distance!
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Now, let’s eat popcorn!
😀
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Fresh and buttery! just like in the winter when it’s perfectly warm over a movie 😀
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I’ll eat them no matter what time of the year it is. 🙂
I like to feel comfy and warm. 🙂
And popcorn as well. 😀
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Now, what to Drink with popcorn? “mm..
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oh and poke poke😉
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😛
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oh it’s tongue now! ;D
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It’s a smile with an add- on. 😀
The poking smile! 😀 LOL.
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ohhh! I may like that! 😉 btw I replied 😛
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Happy Birthday!!!!!!
I wish you happiness ,peace and wisdom.
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Thanks!
As far as you’re not planning any surprise part, I am ok with happy wishes! 😀
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Happiness is every where, just follow your heart, and you will find it 🙂
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I know. 😀
But the path to an open heart is for me a hardest one to take.
😀
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Oops almost forgot: Happy Birthday Tina!!!!
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Ooops,thank you!
Btw, where’s my party hat? 😀
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I will it to you personally one fine day… 😉
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I will deliver it to you personally, one fine day… 😉
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Oh, that would be soooo nice!
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Looking forward it! Yey!
😀
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Echoes of my own thoughts. I’ll raise a glass of wine to you Tina 🙂
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Cheers, Robert! 😀
And I thought I’m the only one with the popcorn idea instead of the mass of people around you….
🙂
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I’ve come to believe it’s not easy to turn on the happiness button when it’s someone else convinced ‘they’ can make me happy. For whatever reason, happiness doesn’t work that way or any of the other emotions.
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Hi!
I really don’t need anyone to turn on my “happy button”.
Happiness can be found only inside yourself.
I understand that very well.
🙂
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Pawkisses for a Happy Purrthday…no Pawty? Don’t worry, I brought my own tuna 😉
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No worries, I have a lot of tuna,always.. 😀
Paws must have tuna..a lot… 😀
Thanks for pawkisses, and there’s no pawty,
I’m not into the pawty’s anymore… 🙂
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