Well, the same “movie plot” as my life. Unfortunately, though.
I wish that I could share something positive about psychiatrists, therapy, DBT, but there’s nothing positive I can say so far.
The pattern just repeats itself in a form of a bad experiences with everything mentioned above.
BPD sucks, it is stigmatized to the bone.
It’s enough to go to the psych appointment and when they hear BPD I always hear that “uhhhhhhhhhh” sound.
It freaks me out so much, that I had started laughing the last time I was at the first appointment.
The psych asked why I was laughing, because he didn’t say anything, he was just reading my med documentation with that “uhhhhhhh” sound.
I replied: “You are all the same. When you see BPD,you are quitting on me before we have even started”.
No appointments had been arranged for the future visits. 😀
I had an appointment with the psychiatrist today.
I was hoping we could have some sort of discussion about meds – even antidepressants. I am barely functioning out there in the real world, yesterday I had to leave work early (after arriving late) … I am a ticking bomb waiting to go off and I was scared yesterday.
I have met with this psych a couple of times before and I had a good vibe from him. He did my initial pre-diagnosis and was supportive during that time.
So, I went to the appointment with some enthusiasm and hope that he might offer some words of wisdom regarding my DBT debacle and that meds could be discussed.
What a silly, silly girl I am.
Firstly, here in NSW, there is a protocol for having your case worker sit in on any psychiatric sessions. I have seen 3 shrinks over 5-6…
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