My biggest problem today.
What do I feel?! What do I want?
I woke up, did common things, had coffee, took my meds.
And now, I should leave my house for a meeting with a friend.
Now, there lies a problem.
I do not want to go. I want to go.
I am not interested in chit-chat. I am interested in chit chat.
I wanna sleep instead. I wanna…I feel…I do not know!
Mess. My usual state of mind.